heaven knows

heaven just dont have a place for me
while all my friends are save
i am caught in between
it lies heavenly on my head

the hand thats strumming the instrumental
leads me to a nightingales grave
you know i am dreaming
a lifetime away

heaven just dont have a place for me
while all my beloved are save
i havent found my place
it lies heavenly on my head

i never left, i have alway been here
where symphonies and lullabies occured
you know i am dreaming
a life within a life

heaven just dont hold a place for me
while all my loves are saved
heaven has closed its gates
it lies oh so heavy on my head

i was so easy to ignore
god knows why
he will never let me know
why i have chosen to live this life

never-ender

unable to materialize
rejecting human skin
an end is an end is an end
and a right is given
to abolish human needs
in excess of transistions
dreams become fears become dreams
and so on
who should care
existing on best intentions
men and women punch each others hearts
we kiss with fists
we fight zealous in lust
hear the whistle of yesterdays
heed the warning
let it be
silence silence
calm down
and punch a heart
walk right into a life
a storm becomes a wave
manifest in needs
riven by grief
love whats left of its human shape
an end is an end is an end